Say, have you ever wanted something so badly it actually physically hurt? Like you feel like if you just wished hard enough, if you wanted it just enough, it would happen? Even when you know it’s over?

That’s how I feel.

Then: Let’s say that you want something that’s only going to be on sale this week. Like after this week, it will never exist, much less be on sale. Right now you can get it super easy, and it’d be something that’d last the rest of your life. And a lot of people have them. But you can only buy one this week. (in my case I can only get one this year.) But then your partner says, “well we dont need it right now, so no.” And No matter how much you ty to explain to your partner how important this is, and how much this means to you, he says no. Becuase he doesn’t want it RIGHT NOW. Then everytime you see something having to do with that particular thing, he mentions that it’s okay, becuase you can ‘someday’. Even though he KNOWS you can’t any other time.

Am I the only one seeing how this would suck and maybe some one else should understand how hard it is to accept things like this???